I want my old boring life back... I don't want to leave my room today but I have to go to this gasque because I've already paid for it and all. I've been out every night since Monday and this morning I woke up hating myself for it. Not a nice feeling to wake up to. But after tonight, I'm gonna have to do some serious detoxing, it feels like I've got alcohol in my blood 24/7, horrible. Might even start tonight... Come home early and stuff.
/self-hatred